Disgrace

a poem by Jeet

When tears of joy dries up
When the sense of belongings cease
When the unexpected happens
That’s when the heart tatters.

Who was I to whom I cared
You were just an wonderful acquaintance
A joy I felt when you were beside me
To be among one I felt

As time flew with the winds of change
I felt I too move with time
But by the time I realize
I had gone much ahead of time

You know all that I have
And all I have was always yours
I found you what I never thought
But time was bad that all I loved was slew

I had tried my might to give you the best
I did all with a hope of no return
All I wanted the smile in your face
That you are happy with all worries gone

But Alas! The dark clouds never ceased
It pounced on me, and swallowed me down
Before I could realize what went wrong
I was drowned!!!

Nothing I wanted from you
Not even a word of love
But not accusation on me
That all I did was wrong

My emotions have no value
I know that well
But still I shower them with a hope
That I would be adored

If not word of love
If not a simple smile
But not an accusation
That I cared for you