Crashing down

a poem by Deeksha Marur

I decided to let go… I decided to break free…
I decided to open my eyes and smells the roses
But everything came crashing down…
I decided to make myself a stronger person and cry no more
I decided I’d give away all of me and bring out a new me
But everything came crashing down…

I decided to gather my thoughts and make more of life
I decided to gather myself and get myself back together
But something happened and it all came crashing down…
I decided to ride the wave and move on
I decided to move on as life came my way…
But everything came crashing down…

I decided to get out of this muddled days…
I decided to wipe away all my tears and get rid of them
But then I came crashing down
I decided not to shed anymore tears but give more love than receive
I decided I’d help myself up on my own and stand alone
But then something came over me and everything came crashing down…