A journey unknown

a poem by Deeksha Marur

Where am I going… into a deep dark room
Why am I losing myself… within my own walls
Why are my walls closing in on me… I cant breath… its suffocating me
Where am I going… getting lost in a whole unknown

As I try to reach for your hand I’m almost there but don’t reach for it
As I try to get out of this phase I’m being eaten up by my emotions inside of me
As I try to get out all the bottled up feelings inside of me I’m breaking…
As I try to gather myself and my thoughts… a strong boulder hits me and I’ve broken down

Where am I going… to some unknown place getting lost
Where am I going wrong… trying to find the answers from within
Where am I heading to… losing myself within…
Where is this mundane life taking me… a place I don’t want to go