Searching for myself

a poem by Deeksha Marur

So lost and confused I’m heading to nowhere
I’m searching for myself in the midst of a land called nowhere
So dazed and unclear of what I want
I still search for myself in the midst of an undiscover self
So blurred in vision I can’t see where I am
I’m still searching for myself within…
Lost in another world… nothing seems to be going right
I’m still searching for myself in what I do and say.
Cut off from the world I live in… nothing makes any sense anymore
I’m still lost and am searching for myself.
Not knowing what I want from life, not knowing what I really need
I keep on looking out and searching for the real me…