A certain kind of fear

a poem by Jan Oskar Hansen

I’m my own mystery
Unable to read the pattern of
The hastening sky
Or to understand what’s in my own heart.
I sit in my stillness
Wait for the whispering voice
Deep within
To tell me why I’m fearful of the day.
The voice soothes me
And I will not leave my room
Before the day is over.
Twilight will protect me
From predatory eyes.