God’s Worst Creature

a poem by Divyani Ojha

I’m god’s worst creature
They love me
My question is
Why?

I don’t know how to feel love
Perhaps they don’t love me as much as I love myself
I guess something is wrong with me

I don’t love anybody
They love me
I run away
Love makes me sick
It’s destroying me again

People die
I was alive
I love but
Whom?

What bullshit
I cried
They fled…