What is troubling me?

a poem by Shubh Rana

What is troubling me?
I am confused completely
Is it the heart breaking stories?
Or something faded in my memories

Is that something I never cared about?
Or the myths screaming all around
I am tensed of learning sound
Whatever it is it is all upside down

Are the lyrics troubling me as a reason?
Or the rebellious ways of gun
Am I worried about 2a-1?
But it reflects me I am just done

Are my studies troubling me?
Or my dreams and fantasy
Are the cause bank balance and money
But I am so young I got it

Are the social media gaining my attention?
Or I am addicted to my passion
Are headphone and music my sensation?
I am on my knees begging for a solution