Lying down into my depths,
Fearing life,
My regrets,
Ducking down into my silence,
Internal bleeding is what I’ve started.

My life
A disarray,
Hoping for something to take it away,
The pain,
The hate,
Everything that makes me feel this way,
Fearful of change
Fearful of something worse that will represent my name.

Greyful vision getting darker,
polluted mind,
even darker.

Desire change
can’t go black,
scared if my minds future attacks,
scared of change bringing in black,
Black.

Something new has to be started,
current life getting darker.
Have to end this way of mine,
fear internal death is only a matter of time.

Black…