When love and hate collide

a poem by Deeksha Marur

When I see you around me, I feel like I’m in heaven
When I see your face I don’t know why I just feel like punching it!
When I see you, I tell you I love you but when I see your facing I get disgusted
Now I know what it means when love and hate collide!

You know I hate you, but when I love you so much how can I think of hating you!
I may hate myself for loving you, but I can’t tell you how much I do
If I do then, why do I feel like getting away from you when you’re around
I guess that’s the confusion when love and hate collide!

How many days do I cry for you, how many days do I sit and wait for you?
How many times will you tell me your there for me but aren’t seen at all?
How many lies, how many things hidden from me but still I end up loving you
How I hate the feeling when love and hate collide!