I’m sitting here in front of the only thing that has no say in my life
Or doesn’t scream at me or say anything to me…
The computer…
Its an important thing in my life for a simple reason cos
I get to write a lot and abuse it…
I could sit and cry in front of the computer and it wont ever tell…
I could sit and write what my thoughts are and t wont snitch.

Life for everyone else around me is fully hectic
And it seems so weird that I feel neglected… and I can’t tell…
I can’t tell for the people I care for the most might just laugh it off…
My heart hurts from a heart break and I still can’t feel love around me…
I do but I don’t at the same time…
There’s a motion of stillness in the air and
Unspoken words don’t get through to People anymore…

They ask to speak up if I feel neglected but what happens even then…
I’m left feeling even worse for nothings cleared up…
My minds filled with questions and unanswered doubts…
Doubts bout life… bout love… bout friendship… bout relationship with my family…
There’s no one to hear me… no one to reply back to me…

Where is the love?

Where is the one person whom I can just pour my heart out?
Where is the light of my life… the apple of my eye??

Where are the happy times I deserve?
Where are the times everyone cared??

Why do I feel neglected…
A lot of people love me but unintentionally they hurt me…
When will I get the answers to my questions?

Everything’s let alone…
I sit here at the computer writing this blog and crying my tears out…
How much more time will it take for me to get what I want…
The love that I need??

Whatever happens happens for our own good is how the saying goes?
But what good is not being loved and being neglected…
Get me out of this feeling of loneliness…
Get me out of this horrid feeling of being neglected…
I want to be loved that’s all I ask for…

To be loved and to love…