Mother

a poem by Gagan Pattanayak

When she left
thousand and ninth dream
was about to end
and smell of tea was nowhere

Nobody woke me up,
for some days… She could not do that-
yet got up
and complained.

In return of her innumerable vigils
I am on leave.

Days have not met Minu
13 nights I stayed with her,
Ma.
Today she passed away
while I was sleeping
and got up to complain
that tea is not there.

Last month Ma was here,
when at mid-night I had sneezed.