Fun in Hell

a poem by Divyani Ojha

I have fun
In hell
All alone
All alone

What else?
You want
From me
Why are you trying
To come back
So hard

What else?
You want
From me

Do you know?
What I feel
When
I get lost in
Realms of your memory

My soul rebukes my body
Like you did
Tears fall from my eyes
Drop
Drop
Drop
As the sound of water
Fear of causing a flood
When I drown
All alone
All alone

The dreadful terror
Rising in my mind
Shattering my heart
I’m crying
All alone
All alone
All alone

What else?
You want
From me
Why are you trying
To come back
So hard

What else?
You want
From me
I have
Nothing left
For you
Don’t look back
Go ahead
Go ahead
Go ahead

I took
This step
That step
Step
Step
Step
Now I’m out of the horror
All alone
All alone…