a poem by Vijay

Oh God! Where is me within myself?
What is my quest?
What I am? What I should be?
Why I am fighting with me today, as I was fighting yesterday?
Why I do not be same with everyone?
Why I avoid? And why I am eager to see all?
Why I am away from what I should do?
Why I am involved, where I should not involve?
Why I fear from my self?
Why I follow others?