Loss…

a poem by Blaze

That day when you left
I locked up my memories
In my heart they were kept.
I needed no pain
Cause nothing it gains
But you saw that I wept.

And oh then I thought
I’d melted your heart
But the look that you gave me
Just left me amazed
This wasn’t what I’d dreamt.

Deception, rejection
The hurt and the pain
The sweet talk, the love songs
And then anger and hate.
You came in my life
And twisted my world
But it was all fake
Oh I should’ve known.

I thought I wouldn’t cry
I thought I would live
And smile through my pain
Didn’t want to give in
But now as I walk
In the streets all alone
There’s a noise there’s a blur
All sweet things are gone.
The signboards are flashing
The big fancy cars
The ladies are walking
To big fancy marts.
It seems they are all screaming
Oh I want a way out
No time for confusion
There’s no love around.
This city is such
It gives you so much
But this is just where
I lost my Sweet One.