Life without you

a poem by Padmini

You came into my life before I could dream of you
You walked into this life, there you were my beau.

There were many a beaux before you appeared.
But there were none who tactlessly disappeared.

When I think of you now I go all fire and ice.
My anger never allow me forget all your lies.

You had been callous all the time with me.
But my gullable soul took all this with glee.

You had been always insensitive to my thoughts.
But in your barbs you always had those shots.

Being foolish I believed future will be better.
But after you left me, I fell out of that glitter.

Nothing had been more stupid than believing in you
Nothing more could have foolish than loving you.

Here I now stand with you in my heart
Nowhere to turn to I am back to the start.

Now I hope I don’t find anymore worthless friends.
I live life in a better tomorrow with new trends.