Poems by
Vinita Bhattacharjee

Is it right or wrong

a poem by Vinita Bhattacharjee

Is it right what I am thinking or is it wrong.
Is it right what you are doing or is it wrong.
Who has these answers, my tears is it of value to anyone, anyone at all.
Does anyone really care that they are flowing?
You had promised you will be there but you aren’t there neither is your promise.
What do I do? Now I don’t even know who am I
I have changed so much that when I look into the mirror I don’t see myself anymore.
Where have I lost myself?
I miss being me.
I miss you I miss you being you.
Where have you got lost where has that love got lost where?
Is it time to move on or is it that it’s a test and we have to hold on
What is it?
Is it right to move on or is it right to hold on
Who has these answers who?
Do you have them or do I give them
Because today I don’t see any happiness in your eyes being with me.
Because today I don’t see you with me.
Is it right or is it wrong?
You are my best friend you are the one who always answered.
But you are also the reason I smiled you are also the reason I cared.
Was that right or was it wrong?
Was it right to say yes?
Or was it wrong?
Today I don’t have the love I want neither do I have the friend.
Is it right?
Should we be going through this?
Am I right?
You know we always said we are each other’s addiction but addictions can kill also
I don’t want to kill you.
Every now and then I see you I see some more love dying.
I am not the one for you today I know that.
But I don’t know how to tell you that.
As I know if you accept it,
It will just break me to pieces.
Is it right it break away? Was it wrong to love you?
I want you to be happy very happy
I pray to god that you get everything in life. Other than me.Is it right or wrong