It’s you who has taken a decision
which I was never a part of
It’s you who thought I am not worth of
what I desire for
I remember the day when you said
you wanted out
I remember me juggling for answers
which I had no questions for
I wonder if it was time or if it was fair on me
or was it only you
I wonder how you left with
no looking back too
For a minute I wondered if it was a dream,
I kept pinching myself with no self esteem
How could I ever let you incharge of my life,
when I knew people always leave me behind
It was all normal
Going in the flow
I was holding tight
All the pieces of mine
Hole of my heart
I bandaid it tight…
And then I saw you
Yes! I saw you
And the sadness of your face
I know you want me
To stop, to run, to meet you
You badly need to hear, love you too.
I too wanna run and hug you tight
My heart was racing you weren’t meeting eyes..
But I have to go away
Away from you.
Its not same anymore
At least in the real world we are apart but not in my heart…
Yes its the same, you and me together, our love is enriched and nurtured in my mind.
But the one in my heart isn’t same as in real…
No you aren’t the same, not the one I loved…
Its like your twin substitute is fooling the world…
Sitting in the class
Like a zombie
My mind still debating
Whether I would have stopped
Or moving away was right?
But how does it matter..
When its all over. Egos have drained the love out…
Hatred has built a wall between us
And tears are far gone
The care has far gone.
So its live like strangers with love engraved deep in heart.
I miss you
I love you
But we have to live apart…