Selfie

a poem by

Sudersan P V

Selfie
Curious enough,
she took some selfies
to find
the existence of
either
the genuineness
or heartiness within.
First selfie had
a dark region
as she used to say ‘I have it’.
(somewhere…)
Then
it had someone else’s shadow
in front
as a Shikhandi,
like she used to keep
at times,
against some, driving from back.
Later
followed few selfies
like
how variant
her mindset exactly is.
It
looked
arrogant…
mysterious…
unpredictable…
feelingless…
unattached…
untrustworthy….
hurting…
sadist…
some times over confident
many times lack self-confidence
some times dramatically down to earth
many times a Nautanki…
shocked
to see all these,
she continued
the experiment of
finding,
if there is
a drop of heartiness
exists
within her…
At that moment,
Mega pixels
shut themselves Off
saying,
‘we cant help you
since
the dark region of your heart is
more than
what
you thought to be
in your vision ‘.
hence
we close our eyes’.
Stunned,
she watched the image
fading away.
In no time,
the Mobile
lost its charge
signing off,
‘never use me
to find you again.
Because,
you are not genuine,
so
leave me alone…
never to see you again…