Never been mine

a poem by Feby

I’m once again forsaken,
in this cold night,
as tears rolled down,
from my cheeks again
I got hurt once more
but this time,
I can’t endure it anymore
I have to realize
you’ll never be mine.

I might be not like others
but my love for you is true
but you’ll never get to know,
I remember you in every heartbeat
I’m just a friend for you,
and nothing more than that
may be I was not made for you
I have to realize
you’ll never be mine.

Every breath I take,
is just for you sweetheart
I really love you,
from the core of my heart
if my love is true,
I’ll get you back,
but true love doesn’t always succeed
I have to realize
you’ll never be mine.

There were many moments
when you were not aware,
how your each word
slit open through my heart
and made me cry in pain
but still my love deepens,
with each new day
but I have to realize
you’ll never be mine.

If you ever understand,
my love for you
just turn back over
I’ll always be waiting
for my love to come back
to hold you in my arms
but I have to accept
never can I get you
nor can I get my love back,
I finally came to realize
you had never been mine
never been mine…