Intoxicated with madness
I’m in love with my sadness.
I can’t tell anyone
they are so lost in their happiness.
But my existence is so worthless
and my life so priceless
that my tears won’t bother anyone
yet again I’m ending up hopeless.
Now I’m lost, don’t find me,
let me drown in your memory.
My smiles were not forever
so how can I be?
Turning down with my last breath
are all those pieces of my heartbreak
going into a deep sleep
to dream about a better death.