Poems by Amshudharsai K

Cruel to Life

a poem by

Amshudharsai K

Felt jealous when other smiles hit me
Not only as guardian but also from off spring
Darkness was not my unhappy
But it is my lonely being

My sis and bro are my caffeine
They chat, chill and make love
Passed every dark in hope of light
But left with only watery eyes

Met with my delights
Had gone through a play
Which turned me to be humble
Known the sense of pride in divine nature

Was like sarrogacy
Borrowed happiness from other cuteness

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Emotional hunt of crush

a poem by

Amshudharsai K

My dumb Beauvoir had suggested me not to be known
You pulled me towards you
Your glorious cheeks and childish smile like glaciers sliding
Spat me to extroversion

Jaan what’s my mistake
I walked the way you like
I dreamt the position of your dearest

My anger on you mean the love
But not the filter to not let you in

If kick back is your answer
Then it may be a respect
But it can’t be a resolution to my emotional hygiene

I can’t drive you to my love
I can’t let you to hate me

I can turn your swings to the right
I can be the everything you want

I was the broken
I suffered by the moments you made

You had turned me to be the enrichment in social
You had turned me to be the dreams of my dears

I can’t near you
Without your consern

Please be the part of my feeling forever
This is not just my emotional hunt
This is a morphine to my pain

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Time frames me

a poem by

Amshudharsai K

I am something
I am trained by Indus valley system
I am unknown when wordy stuff are my tests
I am not competitive when I push myself to comfort
Thought that some look like a rainbow
But it had shown the empty box

I skipped, tried and got deceated
I bewilder to understand your “feeling of importance”
Sometimes I am stuck
I am alone

Your thought to teach
Is unconventional
But your conveying made me stable
Thank you life, letting me to know myself

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My life completes…

a poem by

Amshudharsai K

Isolated past don’t make me grief
I had not stolen your importance
I had not confined your boundary
Your horrible scenes
Knock me in the night
Your sexy reminders
Knock me all the day
Darkness just hate me
Because your smiles be the lamp
That’s you my dearest circle
You draw my curve up
Without expecting quality
Without expecting perfection
No occasion for togetherness
No reason for conditioned behaviour
But you are sensitive and caring
We kill our ego’s when splitting rises
We can fight when there is no reason
And club when we chill
And gather when we bid
This magical going is affordable
Sharable and enjoyable
Please my best pal’s
My life
Don’t take my unknown joy
Let’s be one
To make our soul’s one

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The recovery

a poem by

Amshudharsai K

Feels as if, she, the light House of my life
Completed my twelth, felt so depressed
Her words made me love my life
Felt my dear when is near
Your crazy wishes
To go out
To hang out
Made me feel special
You are my Sun
You are my Moon
My day begins with the feel of compassion with you
And ends with the same
The eyeliner you applied had just pulled me to have
Deepest look in to you
Please come back to make me special
My dear
I messaged you with suspicion
Please consider it as the slip test but not a life test
Oh God, just get me my feelings
That happens when you come to my life dear

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